Waking up, confusion and unknown in my mind. Today is the day, the day that I have to decide. No more saying “I don’t know”, I have to know. I spend all morning sitting on the couch just thinking. I go back and forth between Milton and BBN every minute. Having to make a decision like this is one of the hardest things that you will do in your life. It is not the day to day decisions but the ones that will effect the next four years of your life. This one was particularly difficult because it was so close. Both of the schools that I was down two I would be happy going to either and besides that one was boarding and the other was not they are two vary similar schools. The experience made me realized something about deciding. I ultimately decided where I would spend the remainder of my high school career as I was walking out of the door the day of. This taught me that although I spent hours comparing, the final decider was what really felt right to me. The numbers and the data could not decide for me, I had to make the decision come from inside from what I really wanted.